inspirationization Asked:
life may not be what you want at this moment,but don’t give up.Hey,a tumblr cuddle with lots of love for you :)) Thank you. That made me smile. :)
Fuck people that hurt you.
Fuck people that make you want to end your life.
I need help.
manythanksfriend Asked:
you know, you'r unique, no need to feel down, you just have to find something to live for. then will the days go by diffrently. Thank you.
I took 3 Xanex today before going to school.
I didn’t feel like they worked though, only minorly. Honestly, I think my doctor should prescribe me a more heavy duty kind.
As for being alive, well, it could be better I guess. The thing my therepist doesn’t understand, is that I don’t feel unloved. I’m aware people love and care for me. I simply don’t want to be alive because I can’t see my future. I’m unhappy with these days that are all the same. It’s not because I don’t have a significant other, or because I don’t think anyone really cares about me, I know that’s not true. It’s not about me acting like a sullen teenager, and that “everybody goes through this phase.” I’m more mature than that.
I feel like I’m ready to carry on into the next phase of life; death.
I have to try really hard not to swallow that whole bottle of Xanex tomorrow…
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